Wednesday, November 21, 2007,
fair ?
nth was ever fair in the first place ....
in the end ....
it was all but nth but a waste of precious time ....
i did all i could ...
i did all i could have managed ...
but in the end ....
it slipped right out through my hands once more ....
i knelt helplessly on the cold hard floor ....
unable to respond to the countless thrusts from up above ....
battered ... swollen ... devestated inside out ....
so much for putting on a brave front ....
......................
streaks of light brightened up my sky ...
rays of false hope threatened to bring a smile to my face ....
but behind all this ....
the cruel, harsh reality remains ....
and it sinks in painfully and powerfully into me,
as im brought to my senses ....
jolted back into the black mass of space i call reality ....
and finally ....
i know the meaning of dread and doom ....
thanks so much .....
Wednesday, November 21, 2007