Tuesday, December 19, 2006,
oh man .. just realised i sort of abandoned my blog for ages la ...
sorry dudes for nt updating my blog eh ...
kind of surprised my blog soooooo popular sia ...
ha
anyway i don know wads wrong with me la ...
waking up at this kind of weird weird times ...
or rather i cant even sleep la ...
i just cant get myself to sleep ..
something's boggling me ..
but i don know wad it is man .
haha i've nth to blog bout sia ...
my life is simple, plain, boring ....
nth interesting at all la ..
except maybe a bball ''outing'' on sunday which was constantly disrupted by torrents of rain ...
damn ...
ha we play until we were like drenched all over la but still continued our ''horse'' game ha ..
funniest thing was stanley trying to finish me off with those super difficult skills la ..
luckily i struggled through and managed to do them though nt as nice la ...
tycho ...
ha nice ...
oh ya i have to comment on this one ...
stanley's dad is actually quite handsome leh ha ...
cant believe it rite ...
ha
anyway ...
hols sucks man ....
fueled by the stupid rain - which doesnt come all at once but in separately- have definitely made my hols like hell man ..
cooped up at home la ...
super sian ...
ok its one minute to five already ...
sian ..
i guess i have to force myself to slp le or just lie on the bed la ...
haiz ....
.....................
~ waiting is hard ..
but i have to do it ...
i will wait ...
wait till the day till u finally recognize my presence ...
and know that im still waiting for u ...
that i did nt forget bout u ...
the feelings i have will never change ....
and i hope it wont change for u ....
though our paths lead to two different ways ..
one up one down ...
but i do nt want to succumb to fate ...
even if temptations appear before me ..
i wont take it ..
and i hope u know and believe i wont too ...
maybe the roads we take will cause u to forget bout the past ...
all i hope is u wont forget bout me ..
cos i wont forget u no matter wad happens ...
life is harsh and cruel ...
wad we want may nt always come true ...
wad we wish for may be just the opposite in life ...
if this is the case i hate this life .
this world ..
and i regret being born into this world ... ~
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
