Sunday, October 22, 2006,
what have i done ?
why have i destroyed my life to this extent ?
i don know wad to do ...
it just cant stop ...
i have the heart ...
but no strength to stop it ...
ha
how pathetic ....
everything just cant work out ...
my life is filled with black spots ...
they are killing me ..
how i hope i can rewind time ..
erase all the black spots ..
the thorns thats pricking me dry ..
but thats impossible ..
sometimes ..
i wonder wad i am doin in this world ?
am i just here to make up the number ?
why am i to endure so much pain when im still at the start of my life ?
why do i feel like exploding ?
i don know wad to do ..
brightness in my life is disappearing as fast as darkness is approaching ...
and im helpless to it ..
i have the power to stop it ..
but somehow ...
i lost the strength to do so ..
i can only watch helplessly ...
as it takes the bright things in my life away and my life as a result ..
Sunday, October 22, 2006
