Wednesday, July 02, 2008

streaks of light brightened up my sky ...

rays of false hope threatened to bring a smile to my face ....

but behind all this ....

the cruel, harsh reality remains ....

and it sinks in painfully and powerfully into me,

as im brought to my senses ....

jolted back into the black mass of space i call reality ....

and finally ....

i know the meaning of dread and doom ....

thanks so much .....

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Friday, June 22, 2007

WTH ...

a strained back ...

a frightfully swollen right leg which is really ''making my day'' ...

wad else is gonna happen to me ?

is this week the disaster week for me ?!

damn ...

this is the first time im feeling so hopeless in a situation that almost render me half crippled and dependent on others for support ...

haiz ...

and besides ...

things around me are seriously getting more and more interesting ...

all that unfolds around me is just so dramatic ...

i mean come on ...

why be so attention seeking to attract care and concern from those around u ?

thats just conceit and betrayal of the trust ppl have in u ...

and please ...

grow up ...

stop acting like a pri 4 student ...

u can do better than that ...

stop being a AA, act cool, pathetic, loser that u swore u wont be ....

talking bout myself ...

i have enough problems on my own man ...

and maybe its time for me to solve these unfinished business ....

haiz ...

Friday, March 30, 2007

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Thursday, January 11, 2007

merry christmas everyone !!

~ '' wad i did not give , ... u cannot take .... '' - quote from curse of a golden flower .... ~

Monday, December 25, 2006

damn.

chelsea saved their butts yet again ...

haiz ...

thanks to a very very late goal they salvaged a victory they dont deserve ..

and i was left fuming at their apparent ''tyco-ness'' ...

i mean ...

they were draw with chelsea at 2-2 for like ninety over minutes ?!

they should really thank themselves for having robben in their team and saved them la

haiz ..

just when i thought man u could extend the advantage they had over chelsea la when ronaldo scored a super goal and lead them to a 3-0 victory ..

haiz ...

anyway ...

im super impressed with heskey in the match la ...

ha he should be awarded the man of the match award la

super good ...

and also ....

heh liverpool won again ha with bellamy and alonso scoring beautiful goals haha

liverpool are now unbeaten for like more than four matches already haha

yay i guess ...

.....

super tired now lah ...

went to watch night of the museum which was super funny la ...

haha damn cute ...

maybe i should watch it again man haha

oh ya ...

before i forget ....

happy/merry christmas eve ! dudes and whoever who still visit this abandoned blog ....

Sunday, December 24, 2006

oh man .. just realised i sort of abandoned my blog for ages la ...

sorry dudes for nt updating my blog eh ...

kind of surprised my blog soooooo popular sia ...

ha

anyway i don know wads wrong with me la ...

waking up at this kind of weird weird times ...

or rather i cant even sleep la ...

i just cant get myself to sleep ..

something's boggling me ..

but i don know wad it is man .

haha i've nth to blog bout sia ...

my life is simple, plain, boring ....

nth interesting at all la ..

except maybe a bball ''outing'' on sunday which was constantly disrupted by torrents of rain ...

damn ...

ha we play until we were like drenched all over la but still continued our ''horse'' game ha ..

funniest thing was stanley trying to finish me off with those super difficult skills la ..

luckily i struggled through and managed to do them though nt as nice la ...

tycho ...

ha nice ...

oh ya i have to comment on this one ...

stanley's dad is actually quite handsome leh ha ...

cant believe it rite ...

ha

anyway ...

hols sucks man ....

fueled by the stupid rain - which doesnt come all at once but in separately- have definitely made my hols like hell man ..

cooped up at home la ...

super sian ...

ok its one minute to five already ...

sian ..

i guess i have to force myself to slp le or just lie on the bed la ...

haiz ....

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

i don know wad to do anymore ..

maybe i should just stop thinking bout things that were never meant to be mine ...

maybe i should just let that trouble that have been pulling at my tired shoulders off ...

maybe that would be better for me and whoever else it might concern ...

i just cant stand it anymore ...

cant stand that cold shoulder anymore ...

maybe it just never was meant to be ..

why does fate have to be so cruel ?

making a fool of so many people's lives ..

letting them find someone they finally can fill their whole cold heart with ...

and take it away when it had just warmed the heart ..

just gave it back a bit of its original colour ...

why ..

haha

maybe this is just a lesson ...

not to take fate lightly ..

not to think everything will be smooth and steady ..

ha

nice one ...

.......

Friday, October 27, 2006

what have i done ?

why have i destroyed my life to this extent ?

i don know wad to do ...

it just cant stop ...

i have the heart ...

but no strength to stop it ...

ha

how pathetic ....

everything just cant work out ...

my life is filled with black spots ...

they are killing me ..

how i hope i can rewind time ..

erase all the black spots ..

the thorns thats pricking me dry ..

but thats impossible ..

sometimes ..

i wonder wad i am doin in this world ?

am i just here to make up the number ?

why am i to endure so much pain when im still at the start of my life ?

why do i feel like exploding ?

i don know wad to do ..

brightness in my life is disappearing as fast as darkness is approaching ...

and im helpless to it ..

i have the power to stop it ..

but somehow ...

i lost the strength to do so ..

i can only watch helplessly ...

as it takes the bright things in my life away and my life as a result ..

Sunday, October 22, 2006

how fast can humans change ?

its really fascinating to see a friend of urs evolve from a innocent and kind to an extreme bitch man ...

but equally sad to know u lost a friend u really treasured ....

why ?

how can one change so much in a matter of months ?

now i don even recognize that face anymore ...

that innocent look is lost discarded ... replaced by a slut face ...

wad the hell ..

.......

haiz ...

anyway just got back from almost four hours of bball at ayer rajah cc with stanley and gang ...

ha super fun ...

didn had so much fun in months already ...

though my knees hurt like shit now ...

ha but it was super fun ...

now im goin to pia bball le ...

haha

Saturday, October 07, 2006

wad kind of world do we live in ?

are humans really the main reason thats causing the demolition of this planet ?

have the evolution of humans throughout time been a big mistake all along ?

has the creation of homo sapiens spelled the doom of all other animals ?

...................

ever pondered over why humans are so weak as compared to other animals in skills of survival?

cos as they evolved over time ...

they slowly lost the mechanisms and natural instincts of survival skills their ancestors once had unknowingly ...

thus being easy victims of predators they once were masters over ...

such the pathetic irony over humans ...

the masters of this earth and its inhabitants yet they cannot win mother nature and her army ...

humans are really pathetic complacent organisms ....

instead of trying to find breakthroughs in all aspects ... they spend their time to accuse each other country ...

trying to make themselves known throught notoriety by bringing fear and chaos to the masses ....

for wad ?

for their own glory and fame ...

they stake their happiness on other ppl's sorrow, pain and fear ...

these are the black sheep of humans ....

the beasts of humans ...

maybe we should never have evolved ...

maybe we should never have learnt how to get fire ...

maybe we never should have improved our lives and society ...

.....

maybe that would have saved the whole world and ourselves from heading to eternal pain and suffering .... and led us to our own garden of eden ...

where there would not have any lies, hate, fear .....

if the world had not developed so fast ...

....

humans live their lives so fast that they don even have the time to even stop and think whether wad they are doing now is right or wrong ...

if only they took a rest from their hectic lives and spent a moment to do some soul-searching , maybe our world wont be such a dark world at all ...

if only ....

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

ha change blogskin le .... ha so happy !

ha hope ya like it !

Saturday, January 21, 2006

heyz .... juz came back from the christmas mass at St. Mary of The Angels...

ha wow ..... i gotta say ..... this church is the best in the whole of Singapore !

ha most of u might be thinking that church are old , traditional , boring ...

but this is completely different ! =)

this church is completely modern ......

super cool ...

like one from the future ...

not that i want to praise my church so much lah ...

but its really cool .....

and a big big christmas tree in the middle ....

WOW !!!

ha u guys should go ..... catholics or not .....

really .....

then mass started after half an hour of wonderful carolling from the choir ...

wow ..... thw whole church was packed like sardines ....

and when i say that i mean it ....

people was squeezed against each other to the door and beyond man .....

and guess wad ?

there were reporters !

ha they filmed the mass i think .... ha think i was filmed by them .....

after the mass .... i knelt down and prayed ....

i prayed that those who i have offended or hurt would forgive me ....(and i really hope they do ! )

and the next year would be a peaceful one !

merry christmas everyone !

Sunday, December 25, 2005

heyz peeps.... juz finished watchin home alone 3 ! ha that

little fella in the movie sure has a great thinking brain man ha ...

changing a harmless house into a fortress ha ! caused me to laugh so much

until i almost choked on my food ha

hmm ..... today was quite boring for me .... didn go out at all ....

cos me bro went back to sch to help out at his sch's sec1 orientation ...

well i cant blame him either since he is the head prefect and the mc of the day .,.

so i stayed at home and lazed around and had a afternoon nap till

one stupid idiot called and shouted in my ear ... so i shouted back =)

veh pissed i was at that time.....

after that went back to slp ....

u muz be thinking wad a lazy pig rite ....

well if u had not slept the previous day ...

u wont say that lah ha

well tmr christmas eve ....

so excited ....

cos tmr goin to church to listen to carolling and attend mass ha

ITS CHRISTMAS ! ha

welll with that ....

MERRY CHRISTMAS DUDES !

Friday, December 23, 2005

heyz .... ha new blog here .... ha muz thank xin yue for helping to make all this possible =)

tortured rebellious kid forever ! +)

Friday, December 23, 2005

Friday, December 23, 2005